Berlin...What about now?

December the first, 2009 The end of the month just ended. Ended. I still don’t know if it ended a month ago, a week, or even yesterday, just ended. What am I now? A person who I’ve met? A colleague? A friend? A lover? The girl? The woman that … Just don’t know. But... as as many years ago, for once I would just like to say “I love you” (or just “I like you”) with some meaning, some effort, some significance for each other, for each one of us, for me and for you. Would you understand me? Of course… you don’t. But I will. I always will. And every day I still think about you. You know. I have the will.